Urgh

I am so freaking annoyed with you right now. All I want is for you to LEAVE this house, go somewhere else, I am so SICK and TIRED of living with you. You do absolutely nothing!! Gosh it's not so hard to wash dishes - but no, you'll find an excuse not to do them anyway. GET OUT! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! You're so disrespectful to mom and dad; especially dad. And you wonder why he doesn't give you the same *respect* back. God. I don't even know what you're thinking sometimes. If you want to go back with that whore GO! No one is stopping you, it'd be easier that way instead of you leaving at 12am. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MOM WORRIES? It's not just that, we're freaking paranoid over everything you do. Drink much? Far out, can't you go ONE DAY without drinking? NO! You're so low ... you have no idea how badly I want you to find some other place to live. You're fucking 33 and having absolutely nothing to show for it, hell even I have more going for me and I'm only 18! Urghhh when are you going to finally start acting your age and get somewhere? Aren't you embarrassed? OH wait .. I already asked you  that and what did you respond with? - "Aren't you embarrassed?" Why would I be ashamed of living with my parents? At least I help out and I'm not a lazy slob like you! Oooh you work? YEAH WELL I DO TOO! And I study so I don't see why there should be any preferences. Gosh get you ass off the couch sometime and OFFER to help out, you know how sick dad is atm, he can't do things as easily as before. BUT NO! You don't even see that, you can't clean outside, make sure the lawn is cut without anyone telling you. Fuck take some initiative sometime --' 

Urrrrgh.