Urrghh, so many things to do


Things I need to do this week to complete yr12 (excluding exams):

  • English Free Choice 
  • English Ap 2 (Oral + 8 Pieces)
  • English Exposition
  • Psych Sleep Project 
  • Psych Self Improvement Project 
Yeah, I'm pretty faaarrrked but I've gotten myself into this. It's not that I'm lazy... I've just been feeling a tad low. I hope I don't fall into 'that' again. I've been feeling better, but I just don't know. God only knows how many times I've cried this year - over school, family, friends etc. Urrgh I'm soo stupid =\ I probably should start seeing someone again (and no, not in a romantic way ==) buuut there's no point, I did it for almost 2 yrs and nothing resulted out of it. HAHA I still can't believe my mom took me to the hospital .. idiot == What a waste of time that was - for me AND the doctor. Gooosh, it's not like I was going to slit my wrists and DIIIE! Okay, I kinda understand why you were concerned especially after hearing what my brother tried doing BUT I was never at that point. LOLS how did this go from school to blast from the past? I think I'll leave it here for now.


On another note.. I'm really happy for you. I'm glad that you were able to find someone that you're actually interested in. I don't even know why I even thought I had a chance .. after all, I'm just your friend's younger sister. Oh wells, you're a nice guy and I really like you soo why not try to form some sort of friendship? Or would that be awkward considering our age differences? MEEH! I hope things go good for you guys and I can't say anything about her.. she's pretty much family sooo (Y) Oh maaans, like I said to Tien - I need to find a guy around my age and no more asians (i'm not racist)! LOL


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nidya. 18. gets sidetracked easily. loves domo-kun and thinks spock is a sexy bamf.