I have some badass pins and needles right now. Does anyone know any suggestions about how to get rid of them?

Woah. So it's been twentyone days into the new year. So far I have done absolutely nothing that has made my year special. Sure, I've turned 18 and it's my daddy's birthday today [shout out xD] but there's nothing that remotely stands out to say 'IT'S 2010'. I don't even know where I'm going in life now. In 8 days I'm going to sit the STAT and I am shitting myself. So many worries are going through my head - 'What if i don't pass?' 'If i fail, there goes $250' 'Parents work so hard and I'm doing nothing to help' 'Do I really want to do yr13?' I'm hoping that I'll pass. If I do, then ... I'll be over the moon. But it's going to be 5 days of straight cramming. I have no idea when I'm getting my booklets and hopefully it's soon. Wish me luck bitches ;D

What else... life has been uneventful. My older brother moved back in again. It's hard to get used to after being alone for so long, I think that's what's been screwing with my moods. It's just that I'm sick of him being here and doing nothing. Sure, he works but he could at least cook or do the dishes once in awhile and not just sit on the couch watching tv and drinking beer. I hate being called spoilt or having people insinuate that I'm lazy - I'm not and it angers me when my own family think that way. 

My 18th wasn't that bad either. Got my first taste for clubbing at MyBar, it's actually quite nice and chill but more for the older scene. I felt so weird being there, I was probably the youngest [well duuh it was your b'day]. But it was fun and can't wait to go out again :D My BBQ was good too. Ate, drank and played the 360 HAHA No, it was a good day but I hate it when people assume that because you've turned 18 the only think you want to do is get wasted. I don't drink to get drunk, I don't drink to get wasted. I drink to get a buzz and that's it. I like to be in control of my actions and actually remember what has happened to me. I never want to be leaning against a toilet bowl again, it's not fun and frankly it put me off drinking. 

Hmm.. well this is quite a long rant. I'm sorry to anyone who has even bothered reading this but I obviously had a lot to get off my chest, actually there's more but I'll save it for another post. For now I'll leave you with a short list of my things to do 2010 . Ja ne :D

2010 BITCHES!

• Pass STAT and get into Uni
• Get P2's 
• Get a piercing (probably septum)
• Get a tattoo (fuerza [strength in spanish])
• GET A JOB!!! 
• Go interstate for fun (:
• Meet new and exciting people 
• Find love (HAHAH like that would happen xD)